12:10am All alone in my empty room. Mind's in a mess. $300 per month is indeed a large sum of money. What have i been doing? It's not as though these $300 had paid off. Not even a single A for any subject and whatsmore a class position of 24. All these while i didn't even spare a thought for my parents. Yes i go tuition i study but never have i thought about the money that's involved. Neither did i take my studies seriously having the thought in my mind that my parents are spending a bomb on me i must give my all. Tuition was just my school to me and school was just a place for me to rot in. I don't learn anything at school and i know i'm at fault for not listening in class, sleeping, chatting. If I minus all that and give my 101 attention, probably there isn't even a need for tuition. The thought of $300times17months kills me literally. Had a talk with mom that day, can never feel any guiltier than ever. She even told me not to worry when i told her i want to quit tuition. She's more worried about my studies than about the money. What kind of a daughter am i? Shit me. I must do well because of the hard-earned money that was spent worthlessly on me.