I miss you terribly. I'll remember you for the rest of my life. The best husband ahma can ever get. The best father my dad can ever get. The best grandfather i can ever get. I'll think of you whenever i go to your house. I'll imagine you sitting just right there where you always sit. I'll think of you whenever i eat oyster omelette, satay, durian, these are all your favourite food. I'll imagine you walking about with your umbrella as your walking stick. How you'll  always ask me to go to the fridge to get ice cream to eat. How you'll always get up from your seat, go into your room, and come out with a red packet every year during my birthday. How you'll always give the 9 of your grandchildren money when you win 4D. How you never once spurt vulgarities at ah ma. Although many said you were fierce and strict when we were young, but we clearly know that you love us. You are a good loving man.. How you'll wake up everyday at 7am to pray for every single one of us. How much you love going to church, praising God, singing your favourite christian songs. How precious your christian song book is to you. How much you love God. How much you love every single one of us. Thank you ah gong, for giving me such a great Father. And i thank you for being my grandfather for the past 16 years.. Thank you for watching over me for 16 years, and i know you will continue to watch over me up there. Thank you for fighting for 3 months, despite not being to go home, the never ending amount of medicines, the number of times u had to change to different hospitals, can't eat anything except milk through tube feeding. We'll be happy.. I'll be happy, because i know for sure that you are happy up there, that you need not suffer anymore. Don't worry about me, about my studies because i promise ill study hard. Don;t worry about ahma because we'll takecare of her for you. Please please appear in my dreams because i really want to see you again and i want to know that you are doing fine up there. I love you ah gong, forever....forever...

Your granddaughter, Sharlene