Someone somewhere who understands exactly how i feel

I've come to realise things that i was all wrong about. So all these while my thinking was all wrong. Now i finally understand how it actually feels. So afterall perhaps i'm not the exceptional one. Thinking that its something i ever wanted, something that's a bliss, can turn into something i fear about. I thought it was something someone like me can handle. But the truth is it's too hard. Now it got me all stuck. Things can never happen twice. Once it's over, it can never turn back to how it was last time or lets say back to square one. Never knew that it would hurt so badly either. Well, it's true about the person you know becoming the person you knew. And that it's impossible to have that same hopes for that certain person once things change. Friends should have just stayed as friends. It's okay, we should all move on. I will pull through. I need a time of my own. We should all have a time of our own. I'm not okay..........This entry isn't written to make any sense to anyone so don't bother trying to read and understand. Damn i want to private my blog.