Today was the last day of my gu gong's funeral, and this was the first time i witness cremation. Had to walk on the roadside behind the van of the coffin for a short distance around yiochukang area as the funeral was at block 645 before going to mandai for cremation. I hope this will be my last time witnessing cremation, the atmosphere and everything sucks man. Seeing how my grandma cry so badly. Though i'm not really close to my gu gong but i still remember every chinese new year where i would see him sitting alone with that loneliness feeling. And yesterday as i stood infront of the coffin to pay my respect staring at his photo, all these memories just came. Life is so fragile.
I saw a big black cat on my way home just now and it was staring at me i quickly ran away. I dont know how the hell did i started having phobia of cats.
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