Tired of living

Hi cheryl i totally agree with you that life sucks. When is life gonna end? I hope the world will end soon because i'm tired of living. NOW EVEN HOLIDAYS ARE SUCKY. Shopping is boring to me now, shops are selling the same old boring stuffs. And you cant go anywhere because you are running out of cash. Everyday you can only stare blankly at the computer for hours cause you have nothing else better to do. You cant go out everyday too because your parents will start nagging like they have never nag before. And after you come home from a day of enjoyment you will start to feel guilty of not studying and you will try to force yourself to start your books because you need to buck up with your subjects because you wouldnt want to see bad results on the report card anymore. Life's tough and its driving me crazy. Ive been thinking what if one day the world ends and the years of hard work has gone down the drain? Its not as if you can bring the money with you when you die. You see, there are so much thoughts in your mind. Why cant we just enjoy life for now and not think about anything? So what if you cant be a businessman next time and earn big notes? As long as you enjoy life and not work so hard, why bother if you will be rich or not in the future. Life still can be enjoyable without money? Well, saying so much makes no sense either. Because you will still have to go back to your books. And the life cycle of school will arrive again soon. And the whole cycle repeats, till the day you die. FML.

Thanks a million to you and my friends because without them theres no point in living anymore.

Take me as I am,
'cause I'm going,
I was too scared to start,
And now I'm too scared to let go.
Take me as I am,
'cause I'm growing,
But it's so hard to tell
When I'm not used to this so.