I don't know what to say to you...... You didn't actually lose me but i lost you. I really hate how you are fine with everything. It's like all that we once had is gone? I don't know about you, but you were so dear to me. And i know that i had to be there for you through it all, not because it's a duty but it's because i care. And i dare to say that no one was there for you as much as i was at that period of time. But well i guess you don't even need me at all and you were just playing along being nice to me because you feel that you owe me. And eventually you got sick of me and poof, you exit out of my life just like that. Sometimes i ask myself, was it worth losing so many people just for you? All the sacrifice. But yes i always tell myself that i don't regret anything. Because it's you, i can never hate you. Maybe this is just how i feel, how u make me feel. And i can't think of any other possibilities why u stopped caring, was it me that changed or was it you? Always trying to convince myself that u still care but i can't find any evidence at all. Well as usual, as long as you are happy, i am. And if you ever ever need me(if you realise there is no AGAIN), i'll be there. Thanks for everything friend, no i wouldn't call you my friend cause you were more than just a friend.