Foc was really really really good. I'm so happy that i signed up for it. It's not like any other camps, it's so diff from the rest. It's like nobody knows anybody but yet we all had so much fun. And never in my life have i seen so so so enthusiastic GLS. They are really awesome, from helping us refill our water bottle to fanning us making sure we get some wind. They didn't even get to sleep but yet i never see a single one of them look lethargic/tired/sleepy....They kept on cheering and cheering and keeping us hyped up. And all the games they plan r really fun and omg so much to say. Just a sentence '' Gls we love you, we will never forget you'' And all of them started tearing. This shows how bonded and united and passionate they are about this whole freshie orientation. They are like my big brothers&sisters:-) I'm so happy that i'm in TP FAMILY. Looks like the 3 years in TP is gonna be enjoyable for me:-) Orientation this thursday, can't wait hehe

I don't know what to say to you...... You didn't actually lose me but i lost you. I really hate how you are fine with everything. It's like all that we once had is gone? I don't know about you, but you were so dear to me. And i know that i had to be there for you through it all, not because it's a duty but it's because i care. And i dare to say that no one was there for you as much as i was at that period of time. But well i guess you don't even need me at all and you were just playing along being nice to me because you feel that you owe me. And eventually you got sick of me and poof, you exit out of my life just like that. Sometimes i ask myself, was it worth losing so many people just for you? All the sacrifice. But yes i always tell myself that i don't regret anything. Because it's you, i can never hate you. Maybe this is just how i feel, how u make me feel. And i can't think of any other possibilities why u stopped caring, was it me that changed or was it you? Always trying to convince myself that u still care but i can't find any evidence at all. Well as usual, as long as you are happy, i am. And if you ever ever need me(if you realise there is no AGAIN), i'll be there. Thanks for everything friend, no i wouldn't call you my friend cause you were more than just a friend.

I don't know how life would be like without mignon lim<3<3<3 It's amazing how i've been spending almost everyday with her. Where did all my friends go to..................... Holidays has made me become a vey lazy person(not saying that i wasnt lazy last time) and i became a fan of food. I can't actually imagine myself eating all the time when i have nothing to do and the truth is that i'm doing it already. And sleeping at 5am everyday is already a routine. please take my holidays away take it all away i want school to start i want new friends i want to control my diet it's becoming so bad i keep eating and eating and eating..................

I am officially a fan of big bang thanks to my brother and mignon lim!!!!!!! First ever kpop band that i actually like!!!!!! They r so so so so good~ plus gooodlooking;) their sense of humour is like WOW FANTASTIC BABY. Hahahaha funny how they always imitate their boss!!!! They kept me occupied every night on youtube till 6am when i would then fall asleep:)

I honestly hope no one ever ever ever comes back here. So much to say but clueless on where to start. My life should just stop dwelling on those that i lost. I mean, if they were meant to be in my life, they would be and if they r gone, they r gone. But i can't help, i miss you bestfriend/important/dear someone. How did you actually do it? Was i really not needed all along and now that i'm gone you are still fine. I hate how we can never have a happy ending. Shit this, cause everything is about you, other than that, life is pretty much normal........Photospams yet again cause i got a new haircut, doubt it would stay this nice for long. Rly have the urge to cut everything away so that it might grow nicely again. I can never have nice and luscious hair........