At times it's better to keep everything to yourself instead of sharing it with people

Long long long ago pictures. Haha told you i was lazy! Abel's 1st birthday at grassroots playroom. Anyway, ruiqi, cheer up ok! We love you :)

Still cant believe tomorrow will be the last day of 2009. Happy yet now that when i think back, its kinda sad to leave those memories behind. 2009 was actually indeed the best year i would say, because this year i learnt alot and have gone through alot. I had rlly rlly happy times and rlly rlly sad times. In fact, be it happy or sad memories, i would want to bring it with me and remember it forever because these memories made me a better person. I am a much stronger person, no wait i have always been strong, i dont cry easily. But 2009 was the period when i kept crying n crying, sometimes in front of my friends, sometimes secretly under my bed. And the worst time when i could rlly feel my heart ache while crying and that was only once. Yup before 2009, all these has never happen to me. But i know for sure 2010 will be a better year, cause whatever i come across next year, i will know what to do and not make foolish decisions like what i always do this year. In fact the truth is if everything that happened in 2009 did not happen, i bet i will suffer more in future. I believe everyone will go through such times for at least once. I promise myself that i will not make stupid decisions and end up crying ever again. All these will stop in 2010. Hopefully i will only cry over my studies which i bet i will because next year will be a stressful year and nothing else. I know because of me, my friends suffered alot too. Each time i make a stupid decision, they too, suffer the consequences with me. Many times this has happen, yet i just keep going on and on, without even realising it. Yes they may get sick of it sick of me crying over spilt milk but they will never ever forsake me. At times, i really blame myself for being me. Despite being the oldest, its always them comforting me. Its not me protecting them and instead its them who protect me. When i am sad, they r there. But when they r sad, i am not there because my heart is already overfilled with sadness. I always behave as though i'm the youngest when the fact is i am actually the oldest. Being the oldest yet behaving like the youngest, ha pretty much a lousy friend? That's why to me my friends r the most important people in my life. To the extent if i have to choose between my boyfriend or friends, i will choose my friends. Because thats how much i love and need them. Yup 2009 has been a year all about friends friends friends. Sad times my friends will be there, happy times definitely with my friends too. Everything that happen in 2009, only they will know. I believe if one day we were to sit down and think back about what happen in 2009, we will all start crying again :) Ahhhhhhhhh, always wanna end each year with a short and sweet post but this year rlly a no no. Goodbye 2009, welcome 2010.

Merry Christmas

I would love to change everything that had happened on christmas day after 3am if i could. Still, it was an unforgetable christmas. Thank you to everyone who were there with me yesterday, it doesnt matter what happenened. I want peace at school and at home, Amen.

ps./ i have christmas nail colour.

I'm back!!!!!!!! Malaysia was great and the fact that i spent more on my friends than on myself. What a great me, right girls? I dont feel like blogging at all, too lazy to even blog. I luv it cause 2009 is coming to an end, hope 2010 will be a better year, yup! Will blog on my new year resolutions soon, maybe? rlly lazy :( Uh oh, i have not touch my homeworks at all, gg, still talk so much about wanting to study hard, lol sharlene forget about it. Cant wait for CHRISTMAS STOMP AND BBQ AFTER THAT BUAIX.

ps./ i just ate korean cheese ramen and it was awesome ;>
I have to wake up at 6am tomorrow for sec 1 registration, the school cycle is starting again :(

Hi this was taken during our cousins outing(zoo then to stayover at chermel/cherie house)! Currently at their house again cos i was nice enough to accompany cherie cos chermel is away. So i got the priviledge to upload pictures cos they r too lazy to send it to us. Cherie is currently talking to alvin now, she sound so sad. I am so happy that now she share stuffs with me, not like last time, we hardly talk and i bet she doesnt know a single thing about my relationships and neither do i know hers but now its different. Sigh but ah she tell me also no use, i am bad at cheering people up, yea thats my bad point. I only know how to say cheer up cheer up. But know that i still care la k cherie. Hurry up be happy again, dont want always go out with you hear you say ''i miss alvin alot sia'' ''wlao this place me and alvin always come'' ''wlao me and alvin that time also eat sausage sia'' YEA NOW YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES YOU KEEP SAYING SUCH STUFFS CAUSE ITS ALREADY ALL IN MY HEAD. thou its a little annoying but i dont mind as long as you r okay. OK BB ;)

WATCH YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE IT.

ps./ i miss ikea meatballs with jam and cheesy sauce and potato :(

Wanyi so cute!

chun is a stupid tall bitch

Wee weet taken at vivo yesterday! Finally get to see jas and chunny after 2 weeks?! Yup. SCAPE PARK TOMORROW SUP SUP.

Since that post, i've been afraid to even enter your space again.

Look at my fat fat fat cheeks man, seriously i agree with them this time, i look like a hamster:(









HAHAHAHAAH sorry for the super lots of pictures but i guess its better i upload all since wanyi was nice enough to take her time to send it to me! Ha its been long since i last saw her, thus the massive amount of pictures! I HAVE ALOT ALOT ALOT MORE TO GO because i finally get to meet jaslyn and chun today too! Till then, seeya!

Must always stay passionate and confident when all odds are against you - my dad's msn pm HAHAHAHA.